Easier said than done
Oct. 26th, 2025 12:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
superbadgirlYou know, I know I could benefit from therapy. It's been a bit of a year - The Incident. losing Johnny, Walter being what I thought was sick-sick, losing my nephew. All of that plus my primary perimenopause symptom seems to be extreme irritability all the dang time = a whole lot of blah.
Anyway, that blah keeps me from engaging quite a bit. Here, there and everywhere. I have been snapping a few snaps here, there and everywhere.
^Went for a quick hike on a nice day in September.
^Back in MN and after Mason's funeral, I made it out to my sister's house for a little visit with her and my dad. They stayed overnight in the Cities for the internment, so I had the place to myself for a bit. Twas lovely watching the sun come up and the birds flitting around.
^Sums up how I've been feeling these past couple of years.
^Another squirrel who posed so nicely.
^Of the cats, Hank spends the most time in the window I specifically put in for them ... but none of them do it as much as I'd hoped. I need a comfier bed in there. Maybe self-warming.
^Deer really like asian pears, btw.
^Had to take a mental health stop after driving down the coast a bit to visit a client; some people are more difficult to work with than others and she's at the top of my list. Imagine trying to reason with an octogenarian who has the mentality of a toddler. I don't mean that disrespectfully. She literally threw a tantrum.
That's just a few from the last couple of months.
Took Friday off. It's been raining almost nonstop since then. My basement is flooding. I suspect the patio is to blame so I may need to have a professional come tear it up and re-install for me, because I clearly didn't do something right.
Halloween is just around the corner. Office voted on Willy Wonka. Eh. It's fine. Been using that as an outlet. Hopefully it turns out. Someone with ADHD is in charge and she's very ... determined to be perfect. I myself like Halloween in office as a team building thing and her attitude kind of kills it for me. Or, y'know, the blah. Maybe both.
Okay, that's it for now. Hope all three of you are well. ;)
Anyway, that blah keeps me from engaging quite a bit. Here, there and everywhere. I have been snapping a few snaps here, there and everywhere.
^Went for a quick hike on a nice day in September.
^Back in MN and after Mason's funeral, I made it out to my sister's house for a little visit with her and my dad. They stayed overnight in the Cities for the internment, so I had the place to myself for a bit. Twas lovely watching the sun come up and the birds flitting around.
^Sums up how I've been feeling these past couple of years.
^Another squirrel who posed so nicely.
^Of the cats, Hank spends the most time in the window I specifically put in for them ... but none of them do it as much as I'd hoped. I need a comfier bed in there. Maybe self-warming.
^Deer really like asian pears, btw.
^Had to take a mental health stop after driving down the coast a bit to visit a client; some people are more difficult to work with than others and she's at the top of my list. Imagine trying to reason with an octogenarian who has the mentality of a toddler. I don't mean that disrespectfully. She literally threw a tantrum.
That's just a few from the last couple of months.
Took Friday off. It's been raining almost nonstop since then. My basement is flooding. I suspect the patio is to blame so I may need to have a professional come tear it up and re-install for me, because I clearly didn't do something right.
Halloween is just around the corner. Office voted on Willy Wonka. Eh. It's fine. Been using that as an outlet. Hopefully it turns out. Someone with ADHD is in charge and she's very ... determined to be perfect. I myself like Halloween in office as a team building thing and her attitude kind of kills it for me. Or, y'know, the blah. Maybe both.
Okay, that's it for now. Hope all three of you are well. ;)
