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superbadgirl) wrote2016-10-03 07:53 pm
superbadgirl) wrote2016-10-03 07:53 pm
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My own worst enemy
A friend of mine is doing a "hormone reset" diet this month. Basically, you have your whole calendar laid out, with certain foods being taboo on certain days. I told her I wouldn't do that (I can't cold turkey - oooh, turkey sounds good - some things, just can't; also, I know this about myself) but I would give up dessert and nighttime snacking as a show of solidarity.
I have trained myself to expect food right about now, so despite having a filling and healthy dinner I am about ready to chew off my left arm. I can't be hungry, yet I want food so, so, sooooo much.
Normally, I'd drink water to distract my stomach, but if I have half a glass of water right now, I'll be up at some awful hour of the morning. Probably more than once.
The truly sad thing is, I'll probably not lose a single inch or pound.
ETA: OMG, so many bleepity blank food commercials at night! Killing me.
I have trained myself to expect food right about now, so despite having a filling and healthy dinner I am about ready to chew off my left arm. I can't be hungry, yet I want food so, so, sooooo much.
Normally, I'd drink water to distract my stomach, but if I have half a glass of water right now, I'll be up at some awful hour of the morning. Probably more than once.
The truly sad thing is, I'll probably not lose a single inch or pound.
ETA: OMG, so many bleepity blank food commercials at night! Killing me.